when a narcissist says you don't love me

To me, theyre not valid because I am entitled to have everything I want regardless of how you feel about it. I am still crying even if I dont talk to him or text , I am so emotional trying to get him out of my head I dont expect any of you to understand that I am so emotional and crying , but it is a real feeling, all of you are so right narcissistic people controlling people toxic people or whatever you call them are very very very evil I am trying to let go of this person who I thought really cared for me in those 13 years, but it is just more difficult for me thanks for listening, What you are traveling through is the PTSD tunnel; time heals with new knowledge. Image courtesy of Toppazzini, Pierre-Olivier Carles, Creative Commons. We both are in 60s. I havent left but Im making a life for myself. But i can. You dont want to cause any problems, after all. You wrote the story of my son and his father without knowing them. Good advice. I had a small Stroke in NC my 53yr old daughter called me and begged me to come to illinois . He can go on his merry way and lie about memany people already know the truth and can see his fake persona, Pity his next victim.like father like son.affairs, lies, and self-centered. Some narcissists will disappear for real in search of a new supply. Thank you. Rhonda, family are those who love you, edify you and respect you regardless of whether or not they have blood ties to you. I just dont care about what ever he does now. Reading Suggestion: The Narcissist and Money Control. Your line They charm the world but are monsters behind closed doors is SO SPOT ON. Most narcissists rely on control tactics to get what they want. The first level starts with love bombing you at the same time as devaluing you. Reading Suggestion: Do Narcissists feel Guilt? When you make $45,000 and being taxed on that but have $15,000 taken plus still have to pay for 1/2 private school tuition, its impossible. Instead of trying to change a narcissist, change your reaction such as deciding to no longer. They usually compensate their lack of self-esteem by seeking out companions who stroke their need for attention and offer them unbridled admiration. I have empathic energy (proven with things that were happening with him, his dying father, his ailing/dying wife, at the time). Because I loved him so much I was happy to facilitate everything for him and got nothing back in return. But be careful. I suffered depression twice. I made a lot of friends and doing many things. She is very talented but is completely self absorbed..She cant take any kind of rejection.or criticism.even everyday little rejections we all have to deal with can set her off for daysleading to major depression. I cant make them reasonable. They cannot control you if you dont listen. How do narcissists manipulate when their tendencies are more vulnerable or covert? Ive tried in the past to get away, to no avail (obviously). Some of the ways a narcissist can isolate you are: cutting you off from friends and family; controlling use of and monitoring social media and phone calls; controlling the use of vehicles; pulling you away from hobbies; and even in some cases, disengaging you from the workforce, therefore having full financial control. I havent run into a male version yet. Ive gotten better, but of course she uses it against me in Court saying she has to use it because Im unresponsive to her and just recently was ordered to cooperate with her. When you stop showing the narcissist emotion (whether its positive or negative), they will bait you to get a rise out of you. A saga that could make anyone cry? Yes, me Ving away from family is good as you are able to control your own life by what you agree on without interfering people in your life to make things confusingly awkward for all. It was all about her career and her! He posts Scriptures practically every day on Twitter. Someone who needs me but does not respect me. Your gut is right, but itll be a cold day in hell if I ever admit it. Narcissistic rage is fueled by the thought of them being exposed as false and weak. They are the center of the world and often consider themselves idols others should adore and admire. After all, no one would listen to what you say about me if they thought you were just bitter or unstable. As for my family members, they schemed against me, begged for financial support and eventually tried to turn everybody against me. You dont. Then I started picking up hints from their own talk and behaviour that they were scared of basically 3 things- (1.) But after a couple of years I could take it no more, I hated the person I had become. notes, Current thought challenges the notion that narcissists secretly suffer from lowself-esteemor insecurity. I am sorry you have the emotions that you do. I understand now that he is not entirely narcissistic in himself but since he has been brought up by narcissistic parents, he behaves and reacts the same as them because that is what he has grown up watching, and they too want him to behave like that with his wife (any other woman in my place would have experienced the same) because they fear him having a close relationship with anyone other than them. They dont stick to their word. Now the last couple of years have went for counselling myself to get advice from a psychologist. The destruction and human devastation that they cause is immeasurable. It all worked when my kids were little. If they cant get it from you, they will get it from someone else. Narcissistic people see other people in their environment as extensions of themselves. But how do you control them? They may for a time put you on a pedestal and treat you like royalty. This often happens during the love-bombing phase. Subsequently, you dont owe it to them to enable their awful behavior! Never forget, You are the target always!!! Flying monkeys are people who assist narcissists in their smear and shaming campaigns. If the answer is yes, its time to reconsider your priorities seriously. The kidsnot gonna go there..Ill cry so bad I wont be able to finish this post. I never understood why the sudden change in his attitude. They are not good people and I have to decided to surround myself with positive, respectful people who make me feel like I make them feel. Remember that abandonment represents the ultimate form of rejection. Never say never. If they feel like losing you, theyll double down on their efforts to lure you back in. Keep evidence (texts/ messages/ pictures *even embarrassing ones*) never delete the evidence. I was near the breaking point when finally our divorce got finalized. I could never pinpoint exactly why i felt terrible around her. How to deal with the Narcissist Smear Campaign? Im 68 now and Ive turned my back on him. The father of all narcissist is satan, the original number 1 narcissist. I dont regret it, and happiness flooded into my soul! You tell him youre going to have dinner with your mother that night, and guess who shows up to the table? In the last couple of years of her miserable existence, my 55 year old brother (publicly proclaimed by her to be her BABY) developed a very cozy and attentive relationship with her because he smelled the inheritance lottery. Here are twelve common phrases narcissists use and what they actually mean: Translation: I love owning you. In a relationship, its all about the narcissist and the other person is often reduced to an object or possession thats only there to enhance the narcissists ego. Im the one that doesnt call. 2010 The Thought & Expression Company, LLC. As Carrie Barron M.D. She made everyones lives in the family miserable, was very controlling and manipulative, played all kinds of baiting games and played members of the family against each other. Isolation allows them to keep all opportunities open to use you as their scapegoat. . You know what passive aggression feels like. Hell yes. Great article. ButAnywayto see him posts Scriptures every day, and wear his cross so prominently around his neck when on TV, galls me. I offer coaching, and my book is coming out in early December. One of the major components of narcissism is gaining control over others. I have had to look at all my interaction was I jealous no did I support son he states I was a good mum! Im not saying Im perfect but Im definitely not a narcissist. I tried to call n text but he hasnt answered. Am I abandoned now? It was never a pleasant experience. Until you truly understand your worth and value as a human being, you will always be a target. Thus the first step is to forgive yourself. Abandonment is the ultimate narcissistic injury, and they will do whatever they can to avoid this pain. Narcissists come in all the packages that are available out there, male, female and otherwise. This article IS A MIRROR OF MY LIFE! She even got it retroactive so that I had to defend myself from jail time for being a deadbeat Dad. Therefore, they see it as their moral duty to control people to act in ways they see fit. You see, Narcissists do not "love" as do those possessing empathy. Decades of my life lost forever, my healthseverely compromised! Since many narcissists suffer from extreme anxiety (coupled with grandiose imaginations), they often make up various scenarios and believe them to be real. She isolated me from her side of the family. (2.) Thank you for your insight mark. of Your Narcissistic Relationship, How Narcissists Torture Others and Believe They're Right to Do It. Never give them the benefit of the doubt, never trust them and make yourself and your happiness your only focus. Thank you. When a narcissists words are translated into their actual meaning, the results are frankly disturbing. His parting words were when you die, Im not coming to your funeral. And then its right back to business as usual. The narcissist is enamored with you. I wish terrible things on this man, but when I read the cause it makes me very saddened that there is not a cure or path one can go down to change this terrible personality. I wasnt aware of how he would take this. I didnt really understand what it was until a friend with a similar parent pointed out that she was a narcissist. This sea change happened literally within two hours of my last encounter with one of them, and it wasnt something I did gradually (though it was probably simmering at the back of my mind without my being aware of it). They exist by creating demonic spiderwebs and armies of cruel minions also known as flying monkeys. I am continually amazed at how void of compassion these people are. When I tried to explain what was really going on to the GAL assigned to our case, she said Homeless people have custody rights. Gee thanks! Narcissists violate that code as a matter of course, viewing it with cynical contempt. Their main intention is to get to you first. If they suspect you are going to talk poorly about them (or even expose them for their truth), they will do whatever it takes to spoil your name first. That is one of his threats to us also. How narcissistic rage is expressed is dependent upon the individual. I wont go into details but as a result of their attitude I developed post-partum depression and numerous health problems. This is mainly due to men not talking about their feelings or what happens to us. I didnt give this behaviour a name but all the descriptions I have been reading qualify him as a Narc. They really are wired up differently. Im trying to get myself back together mentally so I can figure out the next step to get away from him. Out of the Fog has online forums dedicated to such issues. He was still playing put down games. Of course, some of these crises may be coincidental. Reading Suggestion: Why Do Narcissists Lie? Id prefer to keep you on the back burner in case I need to use you in the future. Dont make that assumption. Ive smeared your name to others ahead of time so people already suspect the lies Ive told about you. I understand what they are, but I dont understand why they are. Ive grieved in bucket loads over the years. At least, it shouldnt be your main focus. Putting down unsuspecting, soft-hearted souls in their midst is a sport. What happened here? Translation: I really dont like losing members of my personal harem. They might disappear hoping to get your attention, so you beg them to return. You're so jealous and insecure. Loved and valuable. We've all heard that old adage, "If you don't love yourself, you can't love anybody else." It may be old but it's also true, and the narcissist is a perfect example of it. He is sick now with bladder cancer & had open heart surgery recently. Isolation from everything when you look. Keep up with Shahida on Instagram, Twitter, Amazon and selfcarehaven.wordpress.com. I lost my husband a yr ago and he came in my life after he lost a daughter he really saw this Sept. My grieve is beyond Devastating. I alternated between feeling guilty, feeling sorry for him, but not trusting him, as he was in his 80s by that time, but the things he was saying and doing according to my brothers made me not want a relationship with him. That I would tell my relatives about the way my in-laws were treating me (given that mine is a very close-knit family), again spoiling their image. Although my MIL projects her son as the Golden Child, Ive seen her unmasked face once when her son denied giving her a large sum of money for some unnecessary demand of hers. Hi Jen. Julie provides specialized narcissistic abuse recovery coachingto clients around the world. He studied at the University of Amsterdam and has a bachelor's in Clinical Psychology. A child who demands attention and has tantrums if he does not get it. Thats really sad for her. without Gods precious gift to us we would all be condemned. First, a narcissist does not realize that other people do not think the same way that he does. Value yourself, your private time, your peace and know that you are precious to God. The destruction they have wrought is not something you can explain by saying everybody is sh***y or flawed. There is both pride and mutual contempt. My son has come back to me and due to her abusive behavior, dropped out of the school he was attending and moved in with me. As mentioned, narcissists aim to exert power and control over their victims. But the universe didnt have that in mind for me during this (particular) lifetime. But I still love the guy, and I am too smart of a woman to think that it was entirely not my fault. You may even hear that theyre asking about you to mutual friends. Theyre nasty, evil, sneaky (cant list them all here) I am in the midst of dealing with one at my place of work right now (and its not the first time I have run into a nasty female narcissist at a place of employment). Their mantra is, Its all about me. I stayed married to him for 48 yrs. If I had loved her, I'd do things like cleaning the furniture everyday. Most reactions will be verbal, but some narcissists may physically harm others during this state. There are 7 billion people on the planet so leave the toxic ones behind and spend time with genuine decent people who dont manipulate and use you. And so, dont comment on any of their behavior. She threw all of my Christmas presents away when i moved in with my father. Instead, they will gaslight you, as this is their first line of defense and the narcissists specialty. And so, you have more power than you may even recognize in stopping obnoxious behavior. So many enter adult hood and start to project a certain type of life style and life comes as a shock when adult life hits them . It breaks my heart to think of all the saddness he has caused. At this point, are you choosing to stay and condone malicious behavior? They also have a certain way of talking to manipulate their victims. It was such a relief that he forgave me for his wrongdoing , that I would be so grateful and restart the whole cycle of abuse over again . I didnt even say goodbye. They do. Using your friends or people you know to humiliate you might go something like this: Lets say, one night, you just arent in the mood for sex. My husband and I have refused to give in to their unrealistic and unreasonable financial demands on us, and we are very concerned that my father also has early dementia. Whether he is slowly falling, showing subtle signs, or when a man falls deeply in. They will contact everyone you know through social media, text messages and email telling them how evil, manipulative and abusive you are. Im no longer going to participate in this marriage, it was doomed from the start. From a number of other sites, I learned that many people do not realize the dysfunctionality of their family is due to narcissism. When a narcissist loses control, expect the backlash! I did to raise my children and fell into a pattern and tried to be happy. We like labels because frankly our critical brain cant accept the crazy behavior of some people we love. A narc will run like the wind if he/she cant control you creating the submissive victim they require to make themselves feel superior. It is also important to note that there are levels to baiting. When I said No to phone sex, thats when he ferociously yelled at me, etc. I am sometimes sad about that, but that is the reality. Get tough. He is just so much like his dad, and I feel the narcissism is as genetically inherited from him as the fair hair, blue eyes and left-handedness (what is that, why are so many left-handed). But dont deny your aggression with me. Here are some warning signs. I have had counselling over a year now since I saw him or newborn grandchild. With these statements, the narcissist appears to be genuinely trying to improve themselves. 4. develop a support network (ie: Church, family (the ones who havent been fooled by the Narc), activity group, etc.) That said, they may be more likely to target compassionate, empathic people who have past experiences with abuse? Bless you too. That nut job put me through hell as a child. Even though they may spend months or years controlling your every move, it isnt helpful to try to seek the same revenge. In the beginning of my marriage I never understood why I was being blamed for everything and why my in-laws were acting so heavily emotional all the time. People without Narcissistic personality disorder could also show some of the signs, but definitely not to the degree that it affects their life and people around them. Love on them kids they need your strength and stability. I cannot begin to explain the unhealthy dependency and lack of any affirmation is truly taxing! Ever since my appropriate no to him, Ive gone from being awesome, amazing, etc. to a horrible, hurtful, mean-spirited person! But no. Same here. They dont commit to anyone because they dont want to invest all their time or energy into just one person. not my Biz. Personally, I think NPD comes from a level of simple-mindedness, stubbornness, and ultimately an incredibly weak ego. Steps towards escaping a relationship with a covert narcissist. Really, its just a boost to his ever-inflating ego. In my case they are always always always FEMALE (I am a female myself just in case youre wondering). Does the narcissist in your life have a perfect sob story? Nothing seems to help. He has used my depression and mental state against me making me out to be crazy and everyone believing him. Do domestic violence programs have support groups for recovery from narcissistic abuse situations? "When you've had my education, then you can talk to me." 33. I walked around in a daze for years unable to put my finger on their actions. Only to abandon the three of us. Thing is Ive never loved anyone like him. We dont see each other but every few was as we live 2 hrs apart. And i should spend that energy on people who can love me back. In fact Im glad shes gone. She switched her hours and I went back to school after 17 1/2 years. I got tough when I found she had another man (maybe men, plural). When they have pulled every trick in the book, and they still cant control you, expect your narcissistic partner to pull a disappearing act on you. Learn how your comment data is processed. The connection between narcissism and control is strong. Create and maintain boundaries. But we are human and emotionally built different. They may go as far as contacting your boss or colleagues to impact your work reputation. With this approach, you want to avoid showing emotion or using emotionally-charged language. There are empathic people out there who will treat you far better than I ever did. They may make statements like. I have a friend who is a vulnerable narcissist. The narcissist will do everything they can to rid themselves of your life, including blocking you on all social media platforms, changing their phone number, and even changing locations. Why Do Narcissists Have a Golden Child and Scapegoat Child? I read everywhere that its best to ignore her but am in a situation in which I really cant because the Court continues to allow her to keep filing motions which require me to respond to and appear to defend myself. People have the hardest time breaking up with narcissists because they are very addictive. Others will be embellished truths. Thoughts anyone? This is an extremely well written and fantastic article! I had to ask myself why I was subjecting myself to this. I just dont have the emotional equipment to do so nor do I want to, because it takes the focus away from the person whos really important. If I were to try and explain to anyone, they would think Im crazy.. what this handsome , charismatic, funny man does that .. No . Knowing how to control a narcissist comes down to knowing what you are willing to tolerate in the relationship. 2 factors: blaming and big ego, unfortunately. Im a senior citizen and what ever days I have left on this earth, I want to spend without all the drama and two faced games. If you think youve seen your narcissistic partner angry, hell hath no fury like narcissistic rage! It is so nasty. I know you keep talking about marriage. The fear of abandonment is the heart of nearly every type of controlling behavior. You are right that when it is a thought-action and a plan it comes into a different area. I have no opinion. The truth is, everything you suspect about my flirtations and affairs is grounded in reality. Mean while my brothers have turned against me since his death. Dont be fooled by these masters of manipulation: if the narcissist in your life tells you they love you, this could be what they really mean. Narcissists often follow the same pattern in relationships: idealize, devalue, discard. This is because a narcissist will twist your words and downplay your emotions. I need to process my thoughts; but I am stunned at this mans gaslighting, projecting; semantics, not owning ANY of his deeds or actions. Anything to keep his reputation looking all clean and shiny. The thing I just fell over about I couldnt believe it I kept seeing this pop up in my face over and over again I wouldnt even click it I thought it was just lies but I finally did and its actually real 90% or 95% of the presidents are all related to I think its King John a little girl did this whole thing shes around 13 I cant believe it I never did vote because I felt like I was wasting my time I never believed in new world order and things like that but it just cant be a coincidence that 95% of the presidents are all related even Obama is related to one of the Kings of England its just absolutely crazy I couldnt believe it I researched and research and its really really true. Im helping people everyday at my job! Many narcissists are incredibly intelligent and charming. All my . I do see that he seemingly stepped away from things with his mistress and her lawyer-brother. Even if giving them a sure piece of your mind is tempting, try to resist the temptation. It is at best sentimental attachment or idealization, which will crash and burn into disappointment, mounting criticism and rage, serial abuse, and possible abandonment, no matter how high you were elevated and how special you felt. They have you almost completely under their control and they love the sense of power they get from seeing you in that position. Because of this she pulls out all the stops at every chance possible. Then she started using the police to harass me everytime I picked up the kids to stay with me. The abuse got so bad, I couldnt stand to see how stressed the children were and I was advised to move out as I was being set up. "You Don't Have to Say You Love Me" is a 1966 hit recorded by English singer Dusty Springfield. Then, take your daughter on a trip. A happy Dad being himself! Dont trust them even if they are dying unless you hear from God that they have changed. Now think about it. I always wondered why my mother hated her so much. I feel sorry for her, but I feel better about my mother now. 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He met a hum woman child on the net who cat fished him. As you realize how they devalue you, they love watching you devalue yourself. The narcissist wants you to feel like you dont have other options. You trust me. He abandoned her and she ended up in hospital, but has almost recovered. It is not just this author. Translation: Ive isolated you to the point where you feel you have no support. About Press Copyright Contact us Creators Advertise Developers Terms Privacy Policy & Safety How YouTube works Test new features NFL Sunday Ticket Press Copyright . Financially it would be hard, but thats ok. Dont spend years hoping for change, they WONT change!! Maybe youre completely calm and even-keeled when doing it, but you have the evidence to substantiate your claim. I don't. I feel less guilty after this article, because she cant love. The positive is that I found out and when a hit rock bottom I roll control and started reaching out for support and help b/c everyone else turned on me. 0 Views . Finally win their love with your devotion, kindness, and self-sacrifice? Lacking a resilient sense of selfhood and plagued by shame and self-doubt, narcissists wear a mask of entitled superiority and work continuously to repress their feelings of inadequacy and banish the possibility that others may see their weakness and fear. Neither of them can cry properly. Please believe me, it does get better once you get away from them. Yes some can get cross then regret it say sorry and feel guilt thankfully just as a mature adult would do. To them, my thinking of other people was weak and foolish so therefore, I obviously deserved to be punished. You deserve better. 1. get counseling, work on your trauma. She is 90. There is wwisdom in what you wrote. Finally when I did, I used those reactions against them to show everyone how unhinged they are. Which is exactly what narcissists do. They are beyond all hope. Yes, the narcissistic control freak stereotype is completely true. I dont want you to worry about your money- Im managing everything. They love that you make them feel this way because they cannot and do not have the ability to feel this way on their own accord. Wow! Does the narcissist track how you eat, spend money, or raise your kids? So, they will treat their victims however they see fit. He used triangulation on the marriage counsellor & manipulated him). The slightest disagreement or constructive criticism will lead to an all-out cold war, and you wont even know its happening until you are slapped in the face with it. Reading Suggestion: How to make a Narcissist Miserable? The issue is that the feelings they show are not those which their target of abuse expects or wants to receive. Then, to ensure that you know, the narcissist will tell you exactly what theyve done, but pretend as if it was a dreadful mistake. These efforts are carefully crafted. When youre making over $115,000 and getting $16,000/yr tax free its easy to do. So succinct Alexander. The more I read about it, the more I was able to connect the dots and understand my experiences with crystal clarity. She misled the Court about everything-I was a terrible father, was abusive, and somehow convinced the Court that she made significantly less and that I made more to get child support so high I had to go into debt to pay my bills. I still have to deal with my ex wife (mother of my children) and my brother, (the only other director in our family business) so it is pretty challenging on all fronts. If you complain about my shady behavior with this person, Ill make sure you seem like the controlling one. 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